It is happening slowly
It has been a day like all the past days since the last 8 months. But not a single day have I been bored. Yes I missed the old days sometimes. Every negative emotions healed themselves over time. Now I am I in a stage where all the negative emotions are gone. I still remember…
Birth, death and rebirth
It was going fine today until I had to listen to my mother complain about my son’s disrespectful behavior. Then I realized it is that type of events I tried to escape in my past life by renouncing my home. It is not that bad, is it? I did know better in those lifetimes. I…
Meditation updates
Today has been a quiet day. My wife came back home out of schedule feeling unwell. I look at the world from her point of view: she is having the life she wanted since so many lifetimes, that I could not give her before. So I am happy. My meditation is moving ahead in a…
Without friends
The machine got fixed at no cost by my reliable supplier. I am happy that I have a network of such reliable suppliers for all my maintenance needs. I feel good for after so long I have been a client. I miss being the supplier that is all. The type of talk that results from…
The new siva equilibrium
It has been just so long I have not worked. At times I wonder if I will be able to work for a living again: the responsibility, the stress, the pain, the inconvenience, the clients, the behavioral changes, the changes in habits, and routines. So many people don’t have any money. It is scary to…
Marriage in the post corona virus world
Life is amazing. My wife comes back from work, as usual tired, drained, over stretched. Myself I am at home, not having had any work stress for 8 months. If I have any stress it is about not having any stress. If I push her to cool down, she will snap. I just have to…
Entering economics
Today I finally made a video series on economics with my own visions. It is something new for me talking on something real beyond life, management. I realize I have now my own position, vision about economics. That is great. It is a bit scary because now I have to defend my position. In my…
A life of thrill that was once upon a time
At times I remember my life in Singapore. I was not a teenager but I lived my lost teenage years there. I miss those years. It is not a life that anyone, let alone can or should live for an extended time. But I went in, grabbed the fun and left never to come back….
Training industry has collapsed
Today is September 7th. The prophecy was on November 7th. Exactly 2 months to go. I don’t know why it is so interesting. Frankly now it even doesn’t matter. But I guess it is because there is nothing else to look forward to. Nothing in the pipeline, there is no more pipeline. Training solved a…
Innovation in mediation
I am receiving new forms of blessings in my yognidra session. Today it came from the fingers on both hands and moved up to the agya chakra via the heart I think. I am come up with final props to aid my mediation which is now 2 hours long since a week. It was mainly…