yesterday after the 10th floor I realized it connected back to the 1st floor in a full circle. It felt non-demanding and natural.

The new level of meditation is much deeper, making me feel heavier & more stable. yesterday I felt the touch of the final goddess in my forehead.

yesterday in meditation I slipped into the 10th floor. in the 9th floor there was this constant presence of the final God. In the 10th floor, I entered into timelessness, before the big bang, the state where universes are created, annihilated and re-created in a continuous loop of billions of earth years. It was a…

yesterday as I was meditating, in my eyes closed I saw something bright fall as if my eyes were open. I was amazed. A feeling of addition followed. So again my medatation is changing. I don’t know where it’s leading. I still follow the nine floors model but I feel at times directly jumping to…

In meditation yesterday I experienced an encounter,a faint one with the source of my blessings. I could feel them in front of me. I could hear their arrival. I was totally quiet. Every part of me was still. The only movement was a string of thought unfolding old memories. I could shut it down, change…

After many days I am sleeping in the sun. Lately I sleep uptil late in the morning waking up at 7am so I don’t need that much of naps. Yet the afternoon naps are a totally different experience. time just seems to fly in my recliner. today lots of thoughts streamed as I couldn’t lose…

My samadhi is taking amazing turns. Before I always thought it was up and up. But at one point I realized that there was nowhere up to go. So I went down. Now my meditation is from the 8th floor down. I thus make a base outside the rainbow body. it is like a buddha…