my motivation is not

April 3, 2020
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I think I am afraid that my knowledge will never be used by the world. yes that is a big problem.

I have no motivation to prove myself. I did it once. I earned enough to have the life of leisure I needed. So I don’t see how the world can benefit from me if i don’t try.

But I am reminded by the higher levels that god has many ways.

I am continuing to increase my knowledge.