There is this powerful dance of dualistic energies going on inside of me. It is beyond male & female or even positive & negative. It feels like two huge dragons in a divine embrace swirling around in the stay. The culmination of their union seems complete but two unsatisfied ghosts they cant stop. There seems no end to this madening merging. Both dragons seem to be pulling their resources into this frenzy : fight or sex ? Weeks passed and to discern what they are doing still is hard.
This divine embrace seem to leave me penniless as both are seeking more, putting in more. To complicate their unison further as if sowing.
To what end is this mosaic of energies – is being drawn : I don t know.
This type of fusion has occurring in my life since I was 16. It forced me to enter seclusion. At times it confused me with romance. At others with lust, ambition.
But I stuck to none . I knew these two energies were of a higher calling.
Today they are mating in their purest form.
What it will lead to? This time I will settle down.
