I can define my life currently best as extremely slow compared to last year. It is like swimming in an ocean of bliss. It’s as if I am invisible to the world except a few. It’s like I am given time to get ready. Ready for what? As far as I know it is to turn consulting into a formula like I did for training. It’s almost done and I’m adding more books to make my foundation strong.
In the bliss of my current life, I feel almost amuzed at my level of intoxication to calm. Everything appears to me in slow motion. I Just feel like a retired old man enjoying his days of blankness. It is an unprecedented state of mind I am in without aspiration, worries or anything to do. It is like having reached the end both in my outer quest as well as inner quest. Have I learned the art of supreme happiness or that of absolute detachment ?
My life’s journey couldn’t end here, though I would not have anything against it. The yoga Maya veil that’s surrounding me will slowly reveal me to the world in time when I am ready.
For now I see the world in amusement. I feel like asking :
1. what are you running after ?
2. what are you running away from?
3. How much is enough ?
4. How much is too much?
5. Don’t you want to experience true intoxication ?
6. Would you like to learn from me how you could lead your life with your karma, to its full potential ?
7. Do you know why you are what you are or why you seek what you are seeking?
8.I could liberate you from your pains & give you enlightenment , would you follow me?
But I seek no followers.
will this infinite knowledge and power die with me?
In this crowded world and times of educated writers, speakers and gurus, will I ever stand out?
For now I take it slow.
