I finally manage to get my book started. I feel exalerated because it such a important step and after starting it should not take any time to finish it.
I hope that I can finish it in 2 months. This time I will not make the mistake of leaving the editing for the future. Also editing right away helps me clarify my thinking and writing itself becomes better. In this way I will be saving out time.
I again found out that I am just a natural writer because as soon as I decided right and start right words come out of me so naturally, but before I get to this point I need to prepare my mind thoroughly.
I really enjoy the process of writing and I will now have more the energy I got from the Goddess and the musethat my Ocean is.