I had cortisol filled evening yesterday after my son said that people humilated me because i behaved childishly. This was the last straw in a series of humiliation from a series of people for being friendly, opening debate and building a positive environment. They became so confident out of my own expense that now they think they can insult me. I made them: i know because I had engineered the interactions like I do my trainings. But they thought I was weak, stupid and boneless. In one way I must say that I succeeded in my mission. I always worked myself out of my job: that is the best boss and consultant.
But after my son believed in their delusional accusations, I realized i had to retaliate. I just know too much to be stupid.
Retaliation is just changing my behavior from funny to serious. Heavens’ sake, I am designer of behaviors. I can make myself into any quality.
So being serious.
- doesn’t make comments
- speaks sparingly
- has a serious tone
- stays aloof
- does all the basic courtesies
- doesn’t joke
- avoids confrontation
- doesn’t debate
- has multiple faces not to offend anyone
- doesn’t show any emotions
Let s see if they like my new avatar.
