As I try to start a new concept of videos, I am stuck. I realize that my earlier idea bored me. Compiling my work of past wasn’t challenging enough to me.
It is here and earlier also that I realize that in this life, I have managed not to get a single person to follow me. Should I be proud or saddened? Yes I should be sad but I am not. May be I know the dangers of having followers from my past lives. No in this life, i wanted to be truly free.
However lots of ideas of mine got killed, or died away that may be could have made lots of difference to the world.
Still I believe that losing my work is a price I am willing to pay for freedom from followers.
Why such a disdain of followers? I must have had a good reason to reject them in my past lives.
So it might take me longer than if I had assistance but I will do what I want or what is needed.
