On Life/Success
articles about how to deal with relationships at home: spouse, parents and children successfully. Also articles about how to come out of depressions, stresses, worries, boredom, bad memories and similar negative emotions
Delusion in career
in terms of career i had many delusions. upto 16 i thought i would an engineer carrying a breifcase with top secret maps and travel around the world sojourning at airports. Uptil 23 years old i really thought i would be an engineer. until I was 44, i really thought i would be a billionaire…
Calm
Living my life is amazing. I just see eternity while in this body. The numerous books and my numerous spiritual experience along with career have shaped me into a unique person. So I watch the world and it is there. People can’t stay out of problems, and when they don’t have them, they will go…
a rainy day
As it rains today, i sit quietly at home in my mind. I have no scheme, no worries. May be i miss the action a bit but that it also not true. I just enjoy this brush with nothingness. I can imagine myself in my past lives and this peaceful life a continuation. the world…
Laid back and happy
It has been a quiet week. I was almost super busy but programs got cancelled. At times I just wonder what this is all about. I had dreams of being frozen, unable to move forward and i knew it was about my career. it has stalled. The life i am living is just great. But…
A day at my loft office
To me this loft is my office, at the top of my house. I can’t imagine myself in an office with people watching me, with colleagues. that would be hell for me. I had been having dreams of an impending change. I always think it is about my career but usually it is about my…
frustration tipping point
I finally started working in my new missing routine. I had been putting it off for so long. But the dreams of me coming down are too compelling. Till this morning I was so frustrated but after 2 hrs of emailing 10 people I feel I am getting somewhere. Training & consulting can’t be pushed….
New turn in life
I am faced with a new turn in my life. Even I continue doing nothing I will get at least 1 lakh rupees of paid work per month in average. But somehow i have the call to do more. may 2 lakh or 3 lakh. in my ambitious days i envisioned 10 lakh but that…
Back to luxury
After a crazily busy week I am back at my luxurious lifestlye. I realized then at my work how lucky I was that I had made it at such a young age to find peace. I could spend my whole day without paid work and then still I would be fulfilled and relaxed. I have…
new man
I really needed to get of my routine. God knows what i need much more than I. after this week long trip i feel so refreshed. But it was so strenuous at times. I am going back home a new man. I cannot not to do nothing. Things are a bit more difficult now because…
The call from outside
The last few days were really hard on me. I felt like was hit on the head with hammers. Every phone call hurt my brain. I felt angry at customers for cancelling. But after much meditation I realize it was the sign i needed to change. Now I needed to develop a new system to…