On Life/Success
articles about how to deal with relationships at home: spouse, parents and children successfully. Also articles about how to come out of depressions, stresses, worries, boredom, bad memories and similar negative emotions
Getting used to lockdown
i wonder where all this time is taking me or what is is transforming me into. today only i listened to 5 hours of book. i read 500 pages in two days. it is crazy. my body is fit with 5 hours of exercise. i have a 1.5 hour nap. meditation at night to enter…
Reflection in lockdown
After so much reflection i am coming at peace with my days in singapore. i always felt i owed everything to steve but i realize when it was my turn i have done as much life changing help to many people at my cost. i never regret to have given them, and lost in the…
power of isolation
As i contemplate on the state of affairs of the world and my own life, i wonder: is this it? is the end of my career? am i retired for good? then i read about Elon Musk. this guy is super ambitious. is he living life and me wasting it? i don’t know why i…
killing boredom
My life is changing every day, transforming into something , what exactly i don’t know. earlier i missed my training days, travelling, meeting new people, and simply being listened to, solving problems no one else could, connecting. I realized that it was still possible and i should do it with 1 hour long youtube training…
a slight depression
After many days i feel a bit depressed by the degrading situation in kathmandu due to corona virus. Definitely i will not be able to swim this year. Before i used to be content that i was failing but the world was doing great and if i decided to work again, there would be someone…
Relationships
I don’t miss any people I met before. I am strange. I don’t feel any need to connect with anyone. It is just i know all these relationships are conditional. Unless I gave they would not give and vice versa. yes there was lot of goodwill but again it was conditional. If a condition that…
Memories
Listening to songs on youtube take me back to days of many years ago i had not remembered. Each correct song brings back old memories and feelings, where i had left off. my singapore days my life before 12 in paris my budhanilktha days Not much resonance on: ku days st xaviers days 2004 back…
No wrinkles for me
I have reduced thoughts in my mind to a dramatic minimum. I guess this makes me very powerful. I have no worries at 48. I have everything and nothing. Because my life has been a perfect play of the mode of nature to give me everything i need when i needed it. Success gives people…
Getting better in zoom
Today’s zoom training was much better. I realize it has it’s own rules like on the stage. May be this is the future. I still don’t know if i will be paid but there is no harm trying. All those 1100+ videos have helped me and imagine this is not enough still. What to speak…
Learning curve
As i sit down and contemplate into the future of mine, i just realize i must learn how to create webinars on youtube. it is a steep learning curve I realize. Kids are learning because they are spending so much time on it, all the time. I too must learn this skill. I must get…