On Life/Success
articles about how to deal with relationships at home: spouse, parents and children successfully. Also articles about how to come out of depressions, stresses, worries, boredom, bad memories and similar negative emotions
Missing my life
Today I am just so, what to say, sad, frustrated, used up, defeated. I see no end to my loss of career. I just miss my life. That is all. I was the best at training, consulting. I was successful. I was one the highest paid. I was so important. People waited for me. I…
crisis without end
2020 seemed a good year but at the 7th month, the economy has been destroyed. what seemed essential now seems unwanted. Anything else like luxury or even learning is like slime : no body wants them. The impact of the generation Z is the worst I think. In the most formative years of the lives…
Destruction of my career
Corona Virus & social distancing as I knew destroyed my training career . l really miss those days. l was the best. But it is pointless to ponder over bygone days. Consulting too will be impacted but I foresee a long prosperous career in it. It will take some time though. This destruction of my…
Jealous of those who have paid work
The lack or absence of paid work, paying clients got me so frustrated today. Every day i drop my wife to her job. I feel like a driver. That job too is not bad: i could live being a driver. Driving means cleaning the car inside and out the rubbish and dust left by passengers….
Frustration
Yesterday i was so frustrated. Living 24/7 with the same people, in the same place, had its toll in me. i realized that i had a great life. Travelling at least 3 times a week. i loved the thrill, the anticipication, the disappointments, the delights, the surprises, the newness. it was all part of the…
Disco days
As i listen to the disco music, i am taken the memory lanes amidst the days in singapore when i used to disco’s every weekend. those were the days. they will never come back. not only because of the corona virus, but after i got married that is quite out of the question to swing…
Happy after many days
Today I feel comparatively happy. i started the daily evening shower routine i received a call from an important client to meet i finally found a way to clean my windows i had not done since i moved in 6 years ago i made the video on leadership that is able to trap all my…
Missing the old life
i don’t know why this corona came, who it benefited. may be no one. but it benefited by spiritual journey. the leaps i made i could not make otherwise. i would have had to wait till i was 70 years old: i could not stop while the world was moving. but then the world stopped,…
another day at home
It was another uneventful day at home. A small hiccup with my wife was the only anomaly. these are unpleasant but they seem necessary in retrospect. It reminds me of the hellish time i had before her operation. All that mood swing, personality disorders were linked to a medical condition. It is just amazing. however…
the load must lead somewhere
Slowly i am getting used to this lockdown. it is a natural state for me. the only difference and awkwardness is the whole world got into this state with me. Even if the world will get back to life after the lockdown, my life will not change for more months. i don’t know what work…