On Life/Success
articles about how to deal with relationships at home: spouse, parents and children successfully. Also articles about how to come out of depressions, stresses, worries, boredom, bad memories and similar negative emotions
Felt Worthless but Tara saved the day
Today i was really feeling for worthless because i was not able to earn any cash. I am leading a meaningful life, i am doing work, i am benefiting over 200 people everyday but it is all for free. there was a time when i used to earn so much money for just being present…
My vision for post corona virus career
After over four months i lost my career, with no new direction, i finally found a valid direction to take my career. Whatever i do, i always knew it must be sustainable and it must fill my whole being. I didn’t want to go the way the other trainers went, with online classes. that is…
That feeling of goodness
Two days back at night, i felt so bored. It felt life was repeating itself. i missed by travel, the admiration of clients, the interaction with people saw me as important. Then i sat in meditation. suddenly i developed the same feeling i had missed. the boredom just went. till today in my normal state…
A sadness
I feel shocked and sad at how my tenant reacted after a tough negotiation session. To me it was just part of the job of being a landlord. but my tenant took it personally and just decided to leave. I felt betrayed, but more sad at this person’s foolishness. Also there is no doubt i…
Cool about life again
As the world is opening up after the corona virus, i feel more normal myself. My circumstances have not changed. Still no work and no orders in sight. But i am not making a big deal. I will be working slowly in finding new work. In my dreams last night I was in my university…
Excited and energized
Today I feel more excited, actually elated, hopeful, determined. I feel young, ready to take on the world. i feel i am 30 and starting my career all over again. May be it was the dreams i had last night that boosted my energy. Most likely it is an indication that things have changed. I…
Being a husband
When all the world is out of work, bankers including my wife are super busy. I don’t know i feel left out. it is natural. At times i feel i am losing my self-respect being out of work. not only that: knowing that my career as a trainer is almost over as the recession and…
being a father
The hardest part of being unemployed is that there is no where to go. Before i was on trip at least twice a month, meetings, local training, calls. now nothing. Then it is about having to live with my son 24 hours. my mother is somehow understanding. But this kid is in his teens and…
Unemployed for 4 months
It has been a very long time i have earned a single rupee. my last job was in March. 4 months. I had a job on pipeline but the client must have backed out due to cost cutting on their side, i understand. So i can easily another 6 months with no work at all….
Accepting life
After publishing a video on missing life, i feel i have exposed myself naked to the world. I guess it will help many others open up. What is done is done. Outside it is raining after a sunny day. I had a relaxed day, as usual. I realize that i was feeling trapped with my…