Spiritual Side
articles about soul, mind, life and the journey to absolute happiness and success and how they can be linked to our daily realities of material living: earning, spending, society and community.
A great deed
The counseling work I am doing at the college is really tough emotionally. Listening to so much pain at such young age and the additional pain due to the inability to make a diagnosis and treat the issues. I realize my power of detachment come in handy here. There is no way, anyone can even…
New leap in consciousness
I am going through some inner evolution in consciousness: a quantum leap into another orbit of consciousness. I have been through many such leaps and this one is markedly, what should I say, definitive. I just feel I am living the 15th chapter of the Gita: the yoga of the supreme person. I perceive me…
True luxury
It is strange morning today I am in my office in Baneshwar. I feel like doing nothing and I know it is my luxury that even if I don’t want to do anything well I will not talk to this because of that. People my think I am a loser and nothing will stop them…
No followers
As I try to start a new concept of videos, I am stuck. I realize that my earlier idea bored me. Compiling my work of past wasn’t challenging enough to me. It is here and earlier also that I realize that in this life, I have managed not to get a single person to follow…
Like gone to the Himalayas
As usual woke up today feeling a bit depressed that I had no access to the people & ecosystems needed for me to be able to share my knowledge. Then as usual as my exercise progressed I began to realize that my situation was akin to a yogi gone to the Himalayas for meditation for…
Peace with frustration
I am feeling a total acceptance towards my life however it has turned out or whatever it remains to unfold. Before I always had the concept that there might be something I missed. Today I dont feel this burden. I don’t have to give anything to anyone. I am governed by the union of the…
Reaching 50
I am to reach 50 and that is why I feel different. I feel old, not in body but in terms of opportunities that I can grab. It is sure now that I can be anything I would want. For many people this state occurs at much younger times when they get a permanent job…
Love now career
I had my normal routine after so long: run, swim, nap, meditate. I managed to fix my car tires that was pending since so long. Few days back I had this dream of my inner love, squeezing my heart re-assuring me “we will always be together”. I don’t think it is a romantic love that…
My exalted state
Lately I am fixated on my past life as Sariputa especially as I read books about Buddha. So now I recall 3 lives: atisha and rupa goswami. Slowly I am rising above being Manohar and being a summation of all my past lives. It is not simple. But I am experiencing a new state of…
My default destiny
As I walk with the only worry of how to make my participants happy for 8 hours, as part of my job and being paid a month’s salary of a mid level manager per day, I realize how foolish I was to want a life of constant panic as a in-house consultant for Mega Bank….