Spiritual Side

articles about soul, mind, life and the journey to absolute happiness and success and how they can be linked to our daily realities of material living: earning, spending, society and community.

2nd kind of Enlightenment reached

The business model and system of my billion dollar idea is complete today. Wow. It has been an incredible 2 years. Now this year i must rebuild my training empire i left 10 years ago. I was born to be a teacher of life. Lately I’ve been seeing the Buddha’s image hanging around me signifying…

Morning blues gone

No morning blues have occurred since months. This a a state of depression i wake to most mornings since decades. I experienced the first bout in the afternoon while on a visit to a hospital with my mother when i was 20. What seemed like many voices shouting loud told me that i couldn’t do…

Finding god again

My life has taken amazing turns. Just recently after a client ended my work over email i felt really angry and even a bit hopeless and disillusioned. I thought may be my retainer package was at fault even though i knew it was his fault and it was meant to be. I even had premonitions…

Higher self

Does god exist ? At the beginning i thought he did. I could feel an intervention in my life always, things i could never think at that time. Why would events occur that way and why would i react that way ? I was even more ambitious because i believed there was no real god…

Solitude

What if i had done something differently in the past ? Life would have been different today. I look at life today. Is it what i wished it to be ? Are there still things i wish i had but i can’t have ? Am i a prick , a person who is insensitive? I…

Who am i really ?

Having read so many books sometimes I wonder how I am not confused , how do I not forget who I am , what I believe what are my principles are. I am just amazed at my own mind . any other person’s mind after being exposed to so many different experiences different of these…

The sun set

Today was the first time I saw the sun set fully into the horizon. I felt excited like a child at 43. I guess there is a first time even at this age . Before either the sun was too bright or something else pre-occupied me just at the final drop. I used to write…

Paris : my childhood

Watching the movie “Passenger” enthralled me today. I was so in peace today. I almost struck a multi crore commission deal on my first visit. The aura of the meeting hung on me throughout the day. I just realised that my business idea is really something huge and the best kept secret. I had dreamt…

After Singapore

Back from Singapore, I return re-born. There is something in that place that always resonated inside me. Is it a coincidence only that we flew there on the day of my birth 44 years ago? It was a rigorously transformative 6 days. It seemed many many years passed upon the return. Among the many changes…

I’m a myth in the making

Sometimes I wish there was a magical twist on the story of my life. They’d be this billionaire who would be waiting for me and he’d recognize me. He’d entrust his billions to my venture so that I could change the world. My business concept is almost final. It is a total disruptive force that…