Amazon’s Epic Deceipt
Amazon out did retail physical shops. This is unnatural. People are getting everything upside down. People don’t just go to physical shops to get stuff. They go there to interact with people. Shopkeepers, salesmen. Amazon & online shopping is trying to convince billions that price & convenience are the sole objective of shopping. How long…
Full circle
yesterday after the 10th floor I realized it connected back to the 1st floor in a full circle. It felt non-demanding and natural.
The final goddess
The new level of meditation is much deeper, making me feel heavier & more stable. yesterday I felt the touch of the final goddess in my forehead.
The 10th floor
yesterday in meditation I slipped into the 10th floor. in the 9th floor there was this constant presence of the final God. In the 10th floor, I entered into timelessness, before the big bang, the state where universes are created, annihilated and re-created in a continuous loop of billions of earth years. It was a…
The Final God
yesterday as I was meditating, in my eyes closed I saw something bright fall as if my eyes were open. I was amazed. A feeling of addition followed. So again my medatation is changing. I don’t know where it’s leading. I still follow the nine floors model but I feel at times directly jumping to…
my forgotten spot
After many months, almost a year, I am writing from the balcony. I had forgotten the importance of this spot in my reflection process. Then when I was given the suite at the hotel in Nagar kot, one spot intrigued me. It was a half bed with a window showing the valley below & the…
which way next?
So I’ve arrived at the source of where the blessings have been coming from. This night has been a surprise as I was given the suite room. I realize it is just a compact version of my home. But more pressing has been the impeding change that I am sensing. It is not that I…
the 9th level
In meditation yesterday I experienced an encounter,a faint one with the source of my blessings. I could feel them in front of me. I could hear their arrival. I was totally quiet. Every part of me was still. The only movement was a string of thought unfolding old memories. I could shut it down, change…
What do the gods want from me?
After many days I am sleeping in the sun. Lately I sleep uptil late in the morning waking up at 7am so I don’t need that much of naps. Yet the afternoon naps are a totally different experience. time just seems to fly in my recliner. today lots of thoughts streamed as I couldn’t lose…
New turn in samadhi
My samadhi is taking amazing turns. Before I always thought it was up and up. But at one point I realized that there was nowhere up to go. So I went down. Now my meditation is from the 8th floor down. I thus make a base outside the rainbow body. it is like a buddha…