the 11th level
Finally I am making headway in the meditation of the 11th level. It is like a power layer around me. It is like an influence area. I can make things happen. I feel currently I can manipulate the minds, souls of people. Also it is as if the forces of nature listen to me. Before…
meaning of stupa: found
So now I have realized the meaning of: Shivalingam Buddha stupa They are equivalents. l have attained them 11th level which is the base of the lingam or stupa. The meditation here’s different: I don’t know the controls yet so navigation is out of question so far. Yet I’m making progress. The blessings are increasing…
Transit point
I am at that transitionary phase of life where I don’t want to keep doing the same routine but also don’t want a new routine. For all my life, such decisions were never mine to initiate, process & take. Although I was the driver, something else drove me. If it was not so I could…
like a baby
The new meditation I am doing is making me feel like a baby learning to walk or even make sense of his new world. I don’t know where I am and how to control what to control.
Nataraj
I was preparing to do abs workout. I put the music on. Then I felt like dancing. I did for the next hour. I saw myself as having become Nataraj. I realize it was the next stage.
what next
It has been 3 days I did not meditate because I don’t know what to do now that attained siva linga. For the first time in years, I am blank. My meditation is complete. I have found the end of Samadhi. Now what?
Attaining shiva lingam
My mediation or samadhi has reached another end after a year or so. The full circle of 10 floors, I have turned into a Shiva Lingam. It all fit perfectly. As a result I am not interested to meditate like before because I know I have found the end. But I must continue. I am…
Inside the full circle
Having come full circle in meditation, I am again questioning which direction to go. That was the day before yesterday. Yesterday I found out the answer during meditation. I can travel unlimitedly in the full circle. Each of the 10 floors correspond to a characteristic: Reach anywhere, anytime Affect all positively Dimensions of influence Collaboration…
A lazy morning
As I was returning from my morning jog, I saw my son go to school. He didn’t see me. I thought that I made a mistake in my past lives to run away from them. Anyways in this life I’m doing what is right. I have no class today. It is almost like im on…
A real saturday
It is a real saturday for me today because I’ve had a normal work week like most people. Sitting in the balcony, gazing into green trees trying to zoom in birds & writing blogs: seems a relaxed time. I still don’t know what life holds for me but i am cool. I think of all…