After so many months I am at my room in the city. It was once the place where I had planned to build a world wide empire. It was also the place where i first meditated, where i had so many spiritual experiences. It was all my world in the youth. I used to come back from college and rest here.
There is so much energy in this room I feel.
At 45 i feel like 18 when i am here. I don’t feel i have changed in my soul since as a I child although so many things have changed.
I have an attachment to places where i stayed:
- Paris : 76 rue blomet, 15th arrondissment.
- Singapore : clementi, bedok , holland village
Alas I will never be able to go there. Even if i did, what difference would it make? the place that these places have in my psyche are immaterial of the physicality.
In my past life i had lived in many places. I have some desire to visit those places and meet my old friends but it is not compelling enough for me to give up time, money and circumstances for these.
