This year dashain was the most naked ever. I had no delusions. I also had no depression although i was worried about my career.
No more companies, no more thoughts be being a billionaire.
have I become realistic or have i accepted who I was? I think both.
My mother’s illness made me even more alert about my life.
I forgave my sisters.
Later in Tihar, i even didn’t have any worries about my career: i just knew what i needed will happen.
Still i wonder what will happen in the 2020 dashain. Life has always been different. Till last year I was delusional. I had to be. Would i realize i was also delusional in 2019?
