Lately I have developed a severe dislike of allowing myself to compare myself with my contemporaries. I see all of them as an antithesis of what I want to become. But also I know they wouldn’t understand my objectives at least not until my inner state becomes externalized into material indicators they can understand or relate to.
So for now I choose to stay away from them except professionally.
At times I wonder where all this is taking me. However I trust my inner guidance. Moreover now I have dozens of evidence it is true.
So now I am more and more absorbed into my own world. Truly I feel like a writer writing his own story. If I was a pure writer I would have completed many books by now but a different kind of writer I am!