Andrenaline: my theory

April 24, 2022
2 min read

Yesterday I saw 3 dreams of flying at will. It had been a long time. The night I was filled with andrenaline. Before I did not know what was the cause of this inner hear, excitedment and inabilibity to sleep.

The first time I encountered it big time was the day of my first workshop in 2006.

yesterday I had a very heated debate with my father-in-law in our weekly get-together. I realize that it is this hormone that causes the reaction we call fight or flee. In our civilized world it could be simply react or be a victim. The reaction can be revenge, or fight.

I realized that there is a third reaction: forgive or burn the karma.

I realize I have always used the 3rd option after several re-run of the memories.

What surprises me is that most people don’t know about this 3rd reaction.

Also I realize that there are various levels of self-control or calmness whichever of the 3 reactions one chooses.

I am extremely cool and the more adrenaline pumps in me the calmer I become and more calculating I become. That is except when i am driving when I use to speed up when adrenaline increases. But I now will change that and put it in synch with my generat strategy to adrenaline.

I drink water to dilute the andrenaline and it works so I realize anger, excitedment all that a chemical basis.

I observe the andrenaline flow in various locations of the body and it keeps moving.

24 hours from the event that caused the rush, the andrenaline is now localized in the brain making me feel excited, angry, but in a decreasing amount.

This morning the andrenaline increased after I found out I was paid less than i had hoped for. Before in my hay days I would have reacted, later I allowed myself to be a victim, although may be I chose to forgive because i needed to relationship to continue or I did not want to continue the relationship.

Then I realize most people who call themselves doers must be living in this constant flux of andrenaline. For them that must be the norm.