This morning I woke up with a feeling like not wanting to do anything. It was almost a paralyzing feeling. I dragged my feet to start my exercise routine. Within 30 min I realized what the issue was.
I had no more unfulfilled desires.
It sounds crazy but 2017 was a year of reflection. I was able to go fully into myself and manage my desires. I fulfilled my real desires and erased my false desires.
Real desires of mine are:
to be healthy and fit all my life
to go into Samadhi everyday
to be both time rich & money rich
to live in luxury
to finish all my Karma inside and outside
false desires are :
to own a range rover in Nepal
to travel the world in the traditional way
to own bigger houses in pursuit of more security
to meet my past friends in glamorous settings
So without desires how to live ? All my real desires are fulfilled majestically, all my false desires I cannot be bothered by.
This morning it just sunk in full swing.
So as I exercised I made my new desire :
to be the richest and most powerful man on earth
to change the world so that all can be happy and successful
Inside of me my desire is to be able to be one with infinity throughout my life.
Now these desires gave me a new reason to live !
