Yesterday I was upset about how I would start in the world of work. Who would hire me? Who would call me? I tried the comment strategy in linkedin to market myself. But I had a negative feeling. I knw thus it was not the strategy.
In my life when I do the right thing, even when the world throws shit and arrows at me, I don’t’ feel anything negative and don’t get hurt. When it is the opposite, even if I do the kindest deed or the least harmless deed, negative feelings come. This is to tell me to let go of that and move on.
Finally in the afternoon walk, I realized this question of how I will be re-introduced to the world is not my problem, but that of the universe. All I have to do is be ready if and when the time comes. Finally I am relieved of this burden in my heart.
I will live for myself, improving myself is the only thing I can do now. This is what I will do.
