Felt Worthless but Tara saved the day

July 30, 2020
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Today i was really feeling for worthless because i was not able to earn any cash. I am leading a meaningful life, i am doing work, i am benefiting over 200 people everyday but it is all for free. there was a time when i used to earn so much money for just being present and having fun. now it is all gone and it won’t come back any soon.

I can imagine everything, and build routines to fulfill any gap in my life. i did so. the last frontier was – money. i can’t materialize money to satisfy this need to be valued.

however in twist as it always occurs with maya, or tara, i recieved 70k in cash after successful negotiations from my property that was pending since many months. i created value for these tenants.

So today i was feeling really rock bottom worthless, but now i feel good. Eventhough it is not pure income from my talent but my investments, still my negotation skill were indispensable.

So now at least by the grace of tara, i feel good.