Today was a day lived with abandon. I didn’t make any visits. I spent the 2 slots to focus and plan about my own 2 companies. I am at the stage of too much thinking and no action. To an outsider it would be seen as waste but it is in such moment that the foundations are laid.
I have not felt this happy and energetic since the time I bought my first ticket to Singapore. The sky was the limit. Anything could happen. The only way I could get what I wanted in life was in that ticket. Of course there were many uncertainties . But they were negligible compared to the threat of having to stay back in Nepal. Looking back I was right. 4 years in Singapore gave me the power to drive my career where I wanted. It was more than career it was my life. Certainly there were many ups and downs and more of the latter while there but they didn’t kill me.
Two 9 years cycle after,I feel the same but this time it is because of the certificates of registration of my 2 companies hanging on the wall of my office. Now it’s not a 4 year journey but one that will last 60 years.
I’m so excited. At the same time I am unsure of even where to start but I know it is million times better than any other job.
I’m not losing money on rent or staff , but it will take a few months to generate income . But I’m willing to suffer any humiliation because I know I’m doing the right thing.
Next year when I will look back to this day I wasted day dreaming like an entrepreneur in his early 20’s, I’ll be happy because it was necessary for the bird to finally jump off the cliff!
I feel relief to have started .
