i had been having a strange feeling or thought lately.
I have so much talent, so much knowledge. i have read so much, i have so much wisdom.
All this has been useful to me. it has made my life blissful, almost immortal. but i am kind of sad that the world is not able to take this knowledge.
So my concern is that will the world be able to take what i have? So will i wither like a flower?
I am just 46 so there is very little i have to worry about, still i fear.
However all my knowledge has been the greatest blessing for my happiness, and spiritual development.