So I’ve arrived at the source of where the blessings have been coming from.
This night has been a surprise as I was given the suite room. I realize it is just a compact version of my home.
But more pressing has been the impeding change that I am sensing. It is not that I have a choice because those at the source have already spun the wheel thousands of years ago: although I still don’t know how all this works.
Anyways. I still have to ponder over the direction of my life.
1 Mega bank full time for 5 years, with training
2 Just continue as a freelancer like before.
3 increase colleges
4 enter new segment of C class banks like progressive
Tocontinue as a freelancer is in my hand, the rest is the will of the source.
But it cannot be that I am allowed to be lost. The world needs me & it starts with fellow-men.
over the last year I have become so accustomed to leisurely life I wonder if I can be active again.
Then since 42, or 3 years I have been giving a fuck to authority, I wonder if I can serve any CEO again.
so which direction should I take I am not sure. Each path leads to different futures.
After my son finishes school, I’ll be 50. I’d like to work abroad or live abroad. I don’t know where or why this urge comes. But
