the amount of reading I am able to do and the diversity of topics I cover is amazing.
Hard core economics to past life regression
Anthropology to cosmology
neuro science to self help
Spirituality to physics
From all my studies I conclude the following:
It is like the blind men telling how an elephant is. they feel different parts of the elephant and they tell mutually contradictory report of how the elephant it.
It is difficult to ever explain what the elephant of existence really is in its totality.
I believe one day i will be able to define it.