Lately a change occured in me. It is mainly due to my new work with the 10+2 students. For the first time in my training life I have found that I can make a real difference. I think it has to do with this age group of 16 to 18. May be I am right or may be it is another delusion but for now it is my truth.
I always wished to yield power over the top guys. I tried the Branch managers but I was denied access. There is always a good reason.
After all these years I realize the real change towards my utopian world where the mode of goodness rules, is only possible by starting from the top most level, may be even higher than the CEO. Thus may be I must influence the owners and chairmen. They must see that more profits will come from happy people than stressed out people. But may be I am wrong and happy people will decrease the profit.
But for now I have given up on these managers, ceo’s and chairmen. Now my focus is at the very bottom of change, the lowest level of students the 10+2. This is how most people will view my work today: as a compromise or even a consolation prize. Training bachelors degree, masters degree or PhD’s must be more glamorous. But I know after so much work with them that much remarkable change cannot be expected from them. they are influenced by the memes of current society and they have no capacity to change it. So now the mode of passion is rampant and they follow it. Before the mode of ignorance was rampant so they followed it.
I have found that actually there is no unanimous role model, never was. It was always the modes at play. However there are some pioneers to start the movement to new mode prevalence. But the sad part is that they did not do it consciously. The modes made them do it. They are peons in the grand web of gods.
At least I am aware of my role towards the introduction of the new mode prevalence of goodness. I will do the job of the gods but I will get paid while those suckers of mode of passions will owe more and stay spiritually poor, miserable in their lives.
I refuse to be a peon of nature and the gods. I will get in exchange of my role here of earth, the 3 fruits of sat chit anand or eternal consciousness, infinite knoweldge and perpetual bliss. I won’t live in poverty while i live also but I will not consume so that the gods can fulfill the karma’s of others who need to earn by selling me.
No I refuse to consume what i don’t need or what will bind me. I am not a sucker. Find another sucker to sell your cars, and fancy stuffs.
yes I am calm now with this knowledge established in me that I am the pioneer of a new era: that of goodness.
