I am close to something in my meditation. Close to what? I don’t know. I am not affected by social isolation because i am in communion with the unseen presence.
The whole time I am aware but it is in the time of mediation at night I am in total oneness. So much blessings have come to me. for what?
Even the great scriptures talk about one blessing in a lifetime and I recieve dozens in one hour, sometimes a few in the day. What I am becoming?
After the blessings my body becomes more tired.
I am still at the 15th level.