In samadhi yesterday it was lots of hard work. I had to constantly :
- keep moving
- emit energy
- absorb energy
in the entire universe form quanta to the infinite galaxy .
I didn’t know why I did those except that if i did not I would sink into the state of meditation:
- Focus on an issue
- analyse
- synthesize
At times I felt tempted to drop down but then I continued. I felt at times my soul preferred to be in body-mind consciousness rather this nothingness of the infinite space that eventually looks finite and small after all these days in samadhi.
Yesterday I emited to and absroved from energy:
- people who are supposed to give me work
- Donald Trump
- various leaders
- people in general
- into the void of eternal space
No visits from other souls have been felt since many days.
I don’t know what I am doing in the samadhi, but when I am there I just know these are my 3 functions. May be over time it will get easier.
Dreams are corroborating that my samadhi is not delusion.
