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Deduction of feelings

Sunday, December 1, 2019

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Since I graduated I never felt secure about my career. 1998 was my graduation year. so 20 years on and I never really could declare that i didn’t have to think what i will be doing next month. did i want such a permanent job that would not need me to think? Actually I never […]

Dashain tihar 2019

Tuesday, November 5, 2019

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This year dashain was the most naked ever. I had no delusions. I also had no depression although i was worried about my career. No more companies, no more thoughts be being a billionaire. have I become realistic or have i accepted who I was? I think both. My mother’s illness made me even more […]

Just a day

Sunday, July 14, 2019

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Life for me doesn’t obey the rules of the other billions. I am in the system, yet i am out of it. I had this realization that i could not live the lives of the masses when in singapore, i missed something at my appartment and i had to go back to get it from […]

Laid back: totally

Thursday, May 16, 2019

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I sit in my home where i grew up as a child. Unlike my current home, this is is noisy, in the middle of commercial area. The energy is high here. We have lots of land here but most of time before also we all used to prefer stay indoors. my mother comes here for […]

Foolish Gurus

Thursday, April 11, 2019

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More than half of me is not in this physical body. it is in OBE with that cirlce of masters. I can’t feel them or see them fully, yet i know i have arrived. What will this unification at such a high level with a mortal like me lead to, i know not. But given […]

On travelling for me

Thursday, April 11, 2019

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What travel means to me after samadhi is very different than before. After samadhi I have OBE and go anywhere at will and it feels much more pleasurable than the real travel. see I am an energy guy and OBE is the best way to get energy from the travel destination. so the only reason […]

Lucky you

Thursday, April 11, 2019

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If the world was like we all wished it to be, how it be? Pretty much as it is today in the 21st century: ample of cheap food easy travel unlimited information at finger tips peace by default Yet people are not happy because they can’t know how to lucky they are compared to anyone […]

In my city room

Thursday, April 11, 2019

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After so many months I am at my room in the city. It was once the place where I had planned to build a world wide empire. It was also the place where i first meditated, where i had so many spiritual experiences. It was all my world in the youth. I used to come […]

Missing the bus

Monday, April 1, 2019

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Last night I had a dream of missing buses. I get these dreams regularly. In fact no body likes to be left behind. However if i was able to get on all the buses i tried to get into, my life would have been very different in the direction of something i wouldn’t like. Bus […]

1 only worry

Wednesday, March 27, 2019

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People have thousands of worries, anxieties & unfulfilled desires. But at this current stage of life I have any one of each: 1 worry: how to get regular training days 1 anxiety: what if I can’t get regular training days 1 unfulfilled desire: not having to worry about regular training days I’m working hard to […]