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What if’s

Saturday, January 4, 2020

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At times I wonder how my life would have been different if I was in America. Why America? I guess it is because it symbolizes opportunity. For what? to be able to become somebody. staying in Nepal has given me lots of opportunities too. I could just work less than 10 years and retire to […]


Saturday, January 4, 2020

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It is 2020. Before I thought I knew what life held for me, but now I don’t know. I could have chosen such a life of certainty but I didn’t. I chose a life of uncertainty. I can’t even say what the next month will look like. Of course there are some constants that won’t […]

Wishes to live elsewhere

Saturday, January 4, 2020

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My life is perfect. yet when I watch movies of america and recall my days in singapore, i wish I live a different life. At times I wish I was in New York and living the mad life. I also wish I lived in singapore and experienced the superficality of life all year round. I […]

Deduction of feelings

Sunday, December 1, 2019

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Since I graduated I never felt secure about my career. 1998 was my graduation year. so 20 years on and I never really could declare that i didn’t have to think what i will be doing next month. did i want such a permanent job that would not need me to think? Actually I never […]

Dashain tihar 2019

Tuesday, November 5, 2019

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This year dashain was the most naked ever. I had no delusions. I also had no depression although i was worried about my career. No more companies, no more thoughts be being a billionaire. have I become realistic or have i accepted who I was? I think both. My mother’s illness made me even more […]

Just a day

Sunday, July 14, 2019

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Life for me doesn’t obey the rules of the other billions. I am in the system, yet i am out of it. I had this realization that i could not live the lives of the masses when in singapore, i missed something at my appartment and i had to go back to get it from […]

Laid back: totally

Thursday, May 16, 2019

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I sit in my home where i grew up as a child. Unlike my current home, this is is noisy, in the middle of commercial area. The energy is high here. We have lots of land here but most of time before also we all used to prefer stay indoors. my mother comes here for […]

Foolish Gurus

Thursday, April 11, 2019

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More than half of me is not in this physical body. it is in OBE with that cirlce of masters. I can’t feel them or see them fully, yet i know i have arrived. What will this unification at such a high level with a mortal like me lead to, i know not. But given […]

On travelling for me

Thursday, April 11, 2019

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What travel means to me after samadhi is very different than before. After samadhi I have OBE and go anywhere at will and it feels much more pleasurable than the real travel. see I am an energy guy and OBE is the best way to get energy from the travel destination. so the only reason […]

Lucky you

Thursday, April 11, 2019

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If the world was like we all wished it to be, how it be? Pretty much as it is today in the 21st century: ample of cheap food easy travel unlimited information at finger tips peace by default Yet people are not happy because they can’t know how to lucky they are compared to anyone […]