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I’m in a rut

Sunday, September 30, 2018

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My heart is so heavy today because I look ahead into my diary and there is nothing. I both scared & frustrated. My idea has failed so far. I just don’t know what to do now. Usually I always have an answer but after my last experiment failed, I’m totally disillusioned and that’s good. Specially […]

Happy to be miserable

Friday, September 28, 2018

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Yesterday was a battle with emptiness. All my strategies to materialize my new reality as a billionaire have failed one by one. Now i don’t know what else to do. I don’t need to do anything and the world will be happy. However I’d have leg am incomplete life. Frankly i don’t need any more […]

Standing up again

Saturday, September 22, 2018

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I was so depressed since this morning.After 2 years spent on this idea of mine giving time , money and sacrificing other opportunities I haven’t made a profit. so many leads , listings and a perfected system but none materialized. I’ve done the observation, made inferences and even drew a conclusion. But I just felt […]

Rebranding myself

Thursday, August 30, 2018

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I never imagined that I would have a brand problem. I thought it was other people s problem as my image was simply I’m a trainer and management consultant. But I found out at the right time. Too late and I’d not be able to rebrand it because of lack of energy too early I’d […]

My lost decade

Wednesday, August 29, 2018

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A few times or more in my desperate mood i thought i will need to migrate to the USA to get work. But i realise it is not my needing migration but my attitude. I wrongly believed people will remember me when they needed training but they didn’t because i never reminded them. Now it […]


Sunday, August 12, 2018

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If you are reading this then I’m writing on my blog after two months or more. I was busy with my videos on fb and linkedin. But today i really needed to write as what i write here the world at large need not know and can’t understand. People think I am just smart but […]

Programing god

Wednesday, June 27, 2018

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I wished to succeed in my venture and i have not yet. But I’m so close to success. It has been now two years I’m working on building a business that : Only i can understand fully Doesn’t depend on me to scale up except at strategic level No one sees an opportunity in Can […]

After the darkest hour

Monday, June 4, 2018

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The last few days were really dark. I had lost all hopes . I saw myself as a failure because my two business ideas failed totally and finally. I tried every way but my idea didn’t work out. I learned it in the 9 th month. It was pretty wasteful but it was necessary. So […]

Looking into the eyes of uncertainty

Wednesday, May 30, 2018

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Here i am at a standstill of life.  I love this view: it’s a cliff; in front of me i see nothing; it is a thick dark cloud.  it could be a bottomless pit or it a field of crops.  i can jump left , right, or just front.  it can be a far jump […]

Wasting life away

Wednesday, May 30, 2018

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As I pass my days lately I’m perplexed by the thought that I wasted my last 15 years after coming back from Singapore. When I went there I felt so nostalgic like a long lost home. I don’t know why this attachment exists to that place in me. I saw so much development since I […]