in 2003-04, I lived a life of freedom, not working for 3 months in the most expensive city of the world. I don’t know i just needed to taste the luxury of free time. It was swimming, traveling the whole day. I liked it. then it became too much as it should have. But this […]
Sunday, July 28, 2019
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The anxiety I used to face about my future career prospect is dissolving slowly. It is almost absent. After the 18th July 2019, enlightenment day, I just know my path in the future. I also know that the set back I faced was necessary and it is my foundation. Now even i am very busy […]
Friday, July 19, 2019
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I guess the problem with the world is that they have not read or understood the teaching of the Bhagvad Gita. The people are so set to get trapped. It just seems they can’t stand the be free. Whether they are rich or not, it doesn’t matter. The poors have an excuse to get trapped: […]
Saturday, July 13, 2019
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in terms of career i had many delusions. upto 16 i thought i would an engineer carrying a breifcase with top secret maps and travel around the world sojourning at airports. Uptil 23 years old i really thought i would be an engineer. until I was 44, i really thought i would be a billionaire […]
Saturday, July 13, 2019
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Living my life is amazing. I just see eternity while in this body. The numerous books and my numerous spiritual experience along with career have shaped me into a unique person. So I watch the world and it is there. People can’t stay out of problems, and when they don’t have them, they will go […]
Friday, July 12, 2019
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As it rains today, i sit quietly at home in my mind. I have no scheme, no worries. May be i miss the action a bit but that it also not true. I just enjoy this brush with nothingness. I can imagine myself in my past lives and this peaceful life a continuation. the world […]
Friday, July 12, 2019
Comments Off on Laid back and happy
It has been a quiet week. I was almost super busy but programs got cancelled. At times I just wonder what this is all about. I had dreams of being frozen, unable to move forward and i knew it was about my career. it has stalled. The life i am living is just great. But […]
Sunday, June 30, 2019
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I am faced with a new turn in my life. Even I continue doing nothing I will get at least 1 lakh rupees of paid work per month in average. But somehow i have the call to do more. may 2 lakh or 3 lakh. in my ambitious days i envisioned 10 lakh but that […]
Sunday, June 30, 2019
Comments Off on Back to luxury
After a crazily busy week I am back at my luxurious lifestlye. I realized then at my work how lucky I was that I had made it at such a young age to find peace. I could spend my whole day without paid work and then still I would be fulfilled and relaxed. I have […]
Thursday, June 27, 2019
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I really needed to get of my routine. God knows what i need much more than I. after this week long trip i feel so refreshed. But it was so strenuous at times. I am going back home a new man. I cannot not to do nothing. Things are a bit more difficult now because […]
Sunday, July 28, 2019
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