in terms of career i had many delusions. upto 16 i thought i would an engineer carrying a breifcase with top secret maps and travel around the world sojourning at airports. Uptil 23 years old i really thought i would be an engineer. until I was 44, i really thought i would be a billionaire […]
Saturday, July 13, 2019
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Living my life is amazing. I just see eternity while in this body. The numerous books and my numerous spiritual experience along with career have shaped me into a unique person. So I watch the world and it is there. People can’t stay out of problems, and when they don’t have them, they will go […]
Friday, July 12, 2019
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As it rains today, i sit quietly at home in my mind. I have no scheme, no worries. May be i miss the action a bit but that it also not true. I just enjoy this brush with nothingness. I can imagine myself in my past lives and this peaceful life a continuation. the world […]
Friday, July 12, 2019
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It has been a quiet week. I was almost super busy but programs got cancelled. At times I just wonder what this is all about. I had dreams of being frozen, unable to move forward and i knew it was about my career. it has stalled. The life i am living is just great. But […]
Sunday, June 30, 2019
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I am faced with a new turn in my life. Even I continue doing nothing I will get at least 1 lakh rupees of paid work per month in average. But somehow i have the call to do more. may 2 lakh or 3 lakh. in my ambitious days i envisioned 10 lakh but that […]
Sunday, June 30, 2019
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After a crazily busy week I am back at my luxurious lifestlye. I realized then at my work how lucky I was that I had made it at such a young age to find peace. I could spend my whole day without paid work and then still I would be fulfilled and relaxed. I have […]
Thursday, June 27, 2019
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I really needed to get of my routine. God knows what i need much more than I. after this week long trip i feel so refreshed. But it was so strenuous at times. I am going back home a new man. I cannot not to do nothing. Things are a bit more difficult now because […]
Thursday, June 27, 2019
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The last few days were really hard on me. I felt like was hit on the head with hammers. Every phone call hurt my brain. I felt angry at customers for cancelling. But after much meditation I realize it was the sign i needed to change. Now I needed to develop a new system to […]
Tuesday, June 25, 2019
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This trip is like none ever. Oh how much I needed break from who I was: the responsible son, husband, father, professional. Today due to unforseen circumstances it is nepal bandha, and I am out of my town. Nothing to do. Except revel in my thoughts. Thoughts of detachment. Detachment is so important to me. […]
Friday, June 14, 2019
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At times when i listen to the stories of entrepreneurs in the USA, i ask myself: what if i was born there or at least what if i had migrated there? Definitely i never would have settled for an ordinary job. I would have been different and I would have met someone or some people, […]
Saturday, July 13, 2019
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