I feel sorry of few things in my life. Among them is that I could not be a friend to any body. I just loved to be with myself too much to need any friend. Then may be there was my mother who filled this vacuum if there was any. Then came my wife. Then […]
Monday, January 7, 2019
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Will I ever make it? Make it what? Life is just so boring a few days since. And I am enjoying this boredom because I know it is a sign of success. Just a few months ago, i could not afford to feel bored. I always had to be alert because if not I might […]
Sunday, January 6, 2019
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Sitting this morning and reading the news of movers and shakers, at 45, I feel a bit left behind. A kind of frustration tries to fill me. Am I happy with what I have become? could I have become more? is this all? What I know is that I am happy with my life. Of […]
Saturday, January 5, 2019
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I stay as far as I can from these kinds of books. The title invokes in me images of a confused woman and her quest to be liberated. God! Is that all there is : confused women? However, I stumbled a another book by the same author in the non-fiction series that was about creativity. […]
Friday, January 4, 2019
Comments Off on My story of complex choices
At times I wonder if i am not wasting my life away. with my intellect and creativity and leadership power, i could have done so much more like continuing with a company and make it as big as it could get. But i would have to team up with greedy and unethical people. It would […]
Monday, December 31, 2018
Comments Off on What will be my story?
At times I wonder what would have been different if I had gone to USA like so many of my contemporaries, either to do a Bachelor’s degree or a master’s degree? From my young age I never had this urge to go to America like all the others. I even didn’t want to do a […]
Wednesday, December 26, 2018
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How is my world different than anyone else’s? I like to live alone but not like a hermit. I still need to have my close family around me. I need lots of physical space but not so much I am overwhelmed. It must be enough for me to be able to sit in various positions, […]
Wednesday, December 26, 2018
Comments Off on A lazy morning
Today I didn’t feel like working out in my normal routine. After many years I allowed myself to be lazy. That was a long time back. I was always alert and always talked myself out of the laziness to do something productive. today I allowed myself to lose 30 min into mindless activity of being […]
Sunday, December 23, 2018
Comments Off on Success: the unexpected one
Life has changed so much for me in the last few months. The climax was my wife’s hysterectomy. We had all dreaded it so much. Now it is in the past tense. It was such an important thing for her, all realized after finding out there was so much complications. Anyways. As for my career […]
Sunday, December 9, 2018
Comments Off on Clearing delusion again
History repeats itself. I am back on the road, training and consulting. I’m so good at this that people pay me so much. In the last cycle I got carried away. I was not sure this was my real calling. Now I know after so many failures that this is my calling. What i miss […]
Saturday, January 12, 2019
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