So I’ve arrived at the source of where the blessings have been coming from. This night has been a surprise as I was given the suite room. I realize it is just a compact version of my home. But more pressing has been the impeding change that I am sensing. It is not that I […]
Thursday, January 16, 2020
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I have been through a lot of experiences good and bad as a husband. It is one of the hardest roles to play in life. In my past lives I must have run away from playing this role. But in this life I have embraced it fully. It is a thankless job. But that doesn’t […]
Sunday, January 12, 2020
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I am going to 46 in two months. My dreams are telling me amazing things are awaiting me in spiritual as well as material terms, my numerology year is 1, I have got many good leads, it has been lots of work I have put. I wonder what direction my life will take. I am […]
Sunday, December 1, 2019
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Walking with a straight back is not natural to me. all my life i believe i have had a slight slouch. then when I play basketball my back becomes straight like a stick and it hurts to slouch. It is also then I realize i had earlier been slouching. it feels so great to walk […]
Sunday, July 28, 2019
Comments Off on a glimpse into the future
in 2003-04, I lived a life of freedom, not working for 3 months in the most expensive city of the world. I don’t know i just needed to taste the luxury of free time. It was swimming, traveling the whole day. I liked it. then it became too much as it should have. But this […]
Sunday, July 28, 2019
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The anxiety I used to face about my future career prospect is dissolving slowly. It is almost absent. After the 18th July 2019, enlightenment day, I just know my path in the future. I also know that the set back I faced was necessary and it is my foundation. Now even i am very busy […]
Friday, July 19, 2019
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I guess the problem with the world is that they have not read or understood the teaching of the Bhagvad Gita. The people are so set to get trapped. It just seems they can’t stand the be free. Whether they are rich or not, it doesn’t matter. The poors have an excuse to get trapped: […]
Saturday, July 13, 2019
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in terms of career i had many delusions. upto 16 i thought i would an engineer carrying a breifcase with top secret maps and travel around the world sojourning at airports. Uptil 23 years old i really thought i would be an engineer. until I was 44, i really thought i would be a billionaire […]
Saturday, July 13, 2019
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Living my life is amazing. I just see eternity while in this body. The numerous books and my numerous spiritual experience along with career have shaped me into a unique person. So I watch the world and it is there. People can’t stay out of problems, and when they don’t have them, they will go […]
Friday, July 12, 2019
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As it rains today, i sit quietly at home in my mind. I have no scheme, no worries. May be i miss the action a bit but that it also not true. I just enjoy this brush with nothingness. I can imagine myself in my past lives and this peaceful life a continuation. the world […]
Saturday, January 25, 2020
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