The last few days were really dark. I had lost all hopes . I saw myself as a failure because my two business ideas failed totally and finally. I tried every way but my idea didn’t work out. I learned it in the 9 th month. It was pretty wasteful but it was necessary. So […]
Wednesday, May 30, 2018
Comments Off on Looking into the eyes of uncertainty
Here i am at a standstill of life. I love this view: it’s a cliff; in front of me i see nothing; it is a thick dark cloud. it could be a bottomless pit or it a field of crops. i can jump left , right, or just front. it can be a far jump […]
Wednesday, May 30, 2018
Comments Off on Wasting life away
As I pass my days lately I’m perplexed by the thought that I wasted my last 15 years after coming back from Singapore. When I went there I felt so nostalgic like a long lost home. I don’t know why this attachment exists to that place in me. I saw so much development since I […]
Sunday, May 27, 2018
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After almost a year into my attempt of becoming an enterpreneur I’ve got to decide whether to continue a certain strategy or start a new one. I can fail anytime and I’d fall into the statistics of the 90 percent business that fail before third year. If I’m to fail I’ll do so by next […]
Saturday, May 19, 2018
Comments Off on Reality
Till yesterday i was in a self made illusion that my life was screwed, that all hopes for me was over , that I’ll not be able to earn money again like before , that my business ideas failed. The maxim that a broken chock gives the right time twice a day applied here too. […]
Friday, May 18, 2018
Comments Off on Controlled energy
I’m totally laid back as if i was 65 years old. It just feels I’ve fast forwarded by life by 20 years . I’m just feeling how someone that she would feel. Yet that age is the best time to start living because one is the wisest. People wrongly believe that youth is the best […]
Saturday, May 12, 2018
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Lately I’m stuck with the thought of what to do with my companies. Last year this time i was clueless. But this year after now almost 10 months of promotion and 2 deals but no sale, I’m totally clear about what i set out to do in the first place , the scope of my […]
Saturday, May 5, 2018
Comments Off on From the Diary of an entrepreneur
At times in wonder if I’ve failed in my venture. To me that would be totally ok. When the statistics said 90 percent of all businesses fail within the 5 th year , i didn’t understand. Today as an enterpreneur i understand. If i drop my idea I’ll have failed in the 1 St year […]
Monday, April 30, 2018
Comments Off on What i need
What do i need in life to be happy? After 2 years of investigation into this question and one year of sabbatical or retirement, i know the answer. 1. Enough money to finance my life style of having time for myself and immediate family 2. Enough to maintain replace any thing needed for that lifestyle
Thursday, April 26, 2018
Comments Off on At the egde of the cliff
Here i am at the edge of the world i went on to explore. It was the world of entrepreneurship. I looked everywhere for an idea that only i could execute, that could spun into a billion dollar industry. Now i found it but i realise i can’t reach to my destination in this little […]
Monday, June 4, 2018
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