It was another day, the same day repeating itself over and over again. Exactly the same. When I was giving training in NBI, I had this vision of napping at the same time. It was the 2nd last training. There was a time when I was earning 25k a day and I was free by […]
Tuesday, September 15, 2020
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It has been a day like all the past days since the last 8 months. But not a single day have I been bored. Yes I missed the old days sometimes. Every negative emotions healed themselves over time. Now I am I in a stage where all the negative emotions are gone. I still remember […]
Saturday, September 12, 2020
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The machine got fixed at no cost by my reliable supplier. I am happy that I have a network of such reliable suppliers for all my maintenance needs. I feel good for after so long I have been a client. I miss being the supplier that is all. The type of talk that results from […]
Thursday, September 10, 2020
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Life is amazing. My wife comes back from work, as usual tired, drained, over stretched. Myself I am at home, not having had any work stress for 8 months. If I have any stress it is about not having any stress. If I push her to cool down, she will snap. I just have to […]
Tuesday, September 8, 2020
Comments Off on A life of thrill that was once upon a time
At times I remember my life in Singapore. I was not a teenager but I lived my lost teenage years there. I miss those years. It is not a life that anyone, let alone can or should live for an extended time. But I went in, grabbed the fun and left never to come back. […]
Monday, September 7, 2020
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Today is September 7th. The prophecy was on November 7th. Exactly 2 months to go. I don’t know why it is so interesting. Frankly now it even doesn’t matter. But I guess it is because there is nothing else to look forward to. Nothing in the pipeline, there is no more pipeline. Training solved a […]
Saturday, September 5, 2020
Comments Off on It is the problem of the universe, not mine
Yesterday I was upset about how I would start in the world of work. Who would hire me? Who would call me? I tried the comment strategy in linkedin to market myself. But I had a negative feeling. I knw thus it was not the strategy. In my life when I do the right thing, […]
Friday, September 4, 2020
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I even got bored of being bored. I got angry at being angry. I became sad for being sad. I became tired of being tired. I missed not having to miss my life. I felt sorry of being sorry. This corona virus has done what no renunciation could even give. It was a perfect storm. […]
Friday, September 4, 2020
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I don’t know which direction to go. I guess no one knows. In this confusion I made a comment with unsolicited advice in linkedin. I received reply not appreciating it. I thought may be I would just put on comments in linkedin and get noticed. But I realize I don’t like this unsolicited manner. In […]
Thursday, September 3, 2020
Comments Off on End of the world as we knew it
As every day passes in the era of corona virus, it seems like the end of the world and everything is slowly ending. A new world order will rise. I just don’t know how I will come into the new picture as per the prophecy. At times I am perplexed. When I was 17 I […]
Wednesday, September 16, 2020
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