To me this loft is my office, at the top of my house. I can’t imagine myself in an office with people watching me, with colleagues. that would be hell for me. I had been having dreams of an impending change. I always think it is about my career but usually it is about my […]
Monday, July 1, 2019
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I finally started working in my new missing routine. I had been putting it off for so long. But the dreams of me coming down are too compelling. Till this morning I was so frustrated but after 2 hrs of emailing 10 people I feel I am getting somewhere. Training & consulting can’t be pushed. […]
Monday, April 22, 2019
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So my 3 dreams have confirmed by attainment of the 8 siddhis. It is a scary because not only I am embodied but i live in the modern society, and I am just so young and so there is so much of life ahead of me. Ok i achieved samadhi and the 8 siddhis. Now […]
Friday, May 1, 2009
Many times we feel life is unfair and we are the subject of injustice. I have come to realize that this thought is a spirtually immature one. It is our lack of vision that is blinding us. We think that somone like oneself got something and since you also did not get it, life is […]
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
बà¥à¤¦à¥à¤§à¤²à¤¾à¤ˆ माहेà¤à¤‚ग होला à¤à¤¨à¥‡à¤° उनका पिताले दरबारबाट बाहिर जानै दिà¤à¤¨à¤¨à¥ कति समà¥à¤® । अनà¥à¤¤à¤¤ जब सिदà¥à¤§à¤¾à¤°à¥à¤¥ गौतम बाहिर गठउनले बिरामी मानà¥à¤›à¥‡ बूढो मानà¥à¤›à¥‡ र लाश देखे । तà¥à¤¯à¤¸ पछि उनको यस संसारपà¥à¤°à¤¤à¤¿à¤•à¥‹ आकरà¥à¤·à¤£ यति घटà¥à¤¯à¥‹ कि उनी घर परिवार छोडी निरà¥à¤µà¤¾à¤£à¤•à¥‹ खोजीमा जंगल पसे । à¤à¤• राजा जसलाई हामी à¤à¥‹à¤—िरथ à¤à¤¨à¥€ बोलाऔं थिठ। […]
Friday, March 13, 2009
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आशाबादी र निराशाबादी बà¥à¤¯à¤¾à¤• पà¥à¤¯à¤¾à¤¿à¤•à¤‚ग वा à¤à¤•à¤² यातà¥à¤°à¤¾à¤¹à¤°à¥à¤•à¥‹ सिलसिलामा यसà¥à¤¤à¥‹ ठाउंमा पगिनà¥à¤› जहां आफूले कसैलाई चिनिदैन । तà¥à¤¯à¤¸à¥à¤¤à¥‹ ठाउंहरॠपनि हà¥à¤¨à¥à¤›à¤¨à¥ जहां पà¥à¤²à¤¿à¤¸ देखिदैन र तपाईंलाई थाहा छ कि तà¥à¤¯à¤¹à¤¾à¤‚ कानून छैन । जांदा जांदै यसà¥à¤¤à¥‹ टाढा र अनकनà¥à¤¤à¤¾à¤°à¤®à¤¾ पà¥à¤—िनà¥à¤› कि तपाईंको जीवन पूरै असूरकà¥à¤·à¤¿à¤¤ महसूस हà¥à¤¨à¥à¤› मानिलिउं तपाईं à¤à¤‰à¤Ÿà¤¾ जनावर सरह हà¥à¤¨à¥à¤› । तà¥à¤¯à¤¸ […]
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
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Just a moment back I felt as if the end of my career had come. Is there a basis to such gushes of insecurity that stream into our minds that eventually spread throughout our body like the venom from a snake bite? To me such a ‘down’ feeling, can be characterized by: the inability to […]
Sunday, July 7, 2019
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