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Morning blues gone

Saturday, August 25, 2018

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No morning blues have occurred since months. This a a state of depression i wake to most mornings since decades. I experienced the first bout in the afternoon while on a visit to a hospital with my mother when i was 20. What seemed like many voices shouting loud told me that i couldn’t do […]

Finding god again

Friday, June 22, 2018

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My life has taken amazing turns. Just recently after a client ended my work over email i felt really angry and even a bit hopeless and disillusioned. I thought may be my retainer package was at fault even though i knew it was his fault and it was meant to be. I even had premonitions […]

Higher self

Saturday, June 9, 2018

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Does god exist ? At the beginning i thought he did. I could feel an intervention in my life always, things i could never think at that time. Why would events occur that way and why would i react that way ? I was even more ambitious because i believed there was no real god […]


Saturday, June 9, 2018

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What if i had done something differently in the past ? Life would have been different today. I look at life today. Is it what i wished it to be ? Are there still things i wish i had but i can’t have ? Am i a prick , a person who is insensitive? I […]

The sun set

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

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Today was the first time I saw the sun set fully into the horizon. I felt excited like a child at 43. I guess there is a first time even at this age . Before either the sun was too bright or something else pre-occupied me just at the final drop. I used to write […]

Paris : my childhood

Sunday, April 1, 2018

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Watching the movie “Passenger” enthralled me today. I was so in peace today. I almost struck a multi crore commission deal on my first visit. The aura of the meeting hung on me throughout the day. I just realised that my business idea is really something huge and the best kept secret. I had dreamt […]

After Singapore

Monday, March 12, 2018

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Back from Singapore, I return re-born. There is something in that place that always resonated inside me. Is it a coincidence only that we flew there on the day of my birth 44 years ago? It was a rigorously transformative 6 days. It seemed many many years passed upon the return. Among the many changes […]

I’m a myth in the making

Saturday, February 24, 2018

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Sometimes I wish there was a magical twist on the story of my life. They’d be this billionaire who would be waiting for me and he’d recognize me. He’d entrust his billions to my venture so that I could change the world. My business concept is almost final. It is a total disruptive force that […]

Probability vs fate

Tuesday, February 13, 2018

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I don’t believe in the law of probability although without it we couldn’t explain the infinite odd eventualities in life. Instead I believe in the law of fate in the case of bigger events and the law of teaching by higher self. Let’s start with something small : a near accident. It was a probability. […]

At the gate of Samadhi

Monday, January 29, 2018

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A lot has passed in the last month: things that I didn t want to share on my public blog. But since writing is my best friend,I have been writing to clear my thoughts , find solace and reorient myself . Now it is a fait-accompli : I have attained the state of Samadhi or […]