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Numerology year 7

Saturday, January 6, 2018

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2017 was my year 7 in numerology. This year occurred in my life 6 times: 1. year of birth 2. at 7 3. at 16, in class 10, when an event made me an outcast in boarding school in which I was thinking of getting wild 4.at 25, after graduating from B. E, the pull […]


Thursday, December 21, 2017

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Knowledge is power someone said and how true i feel thus with every new book i read. With so much knowledge i can predict my own future , the reaction of others , outcomes of various actions. Thus with knowledge i feel less scared, less confused. It now feels like the ‘grey hound day’ movie […]

Serenity Absolute

Thursday, December 21, 2017

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Absolute serenity is what I feel every moment. It is hard for anyone to imagine what this means. lots of money is fun , power is fun , being busy is fun , being with people is fun ; but the fun I am talking about is so pure. The governing thought is of “My […]


Saturday, December 9, 2017

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The last 20 years since I was conscious,I was too busy finishing my spiritual karma of many lifetimes. At 41,I knew I had achieved that particular karma which is secret. Although I have attained material success also and the status of a millionaire ready to retire, that attainment was but a rock in front of […]


Thursday, November 9, 2017

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In my past life I refused to be the king and followed the path of a sanyasi. Even in this life i chose not to immediately become an entrepreneur as soon as i knew i could become a great one. I wanted to be this great king i should have become in my past lives […]

Thinking too much and surviving it

Tuesday, September 19, 2017

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If anyone tried to think deeply and widely and highly as i do , he’d go either crazy or die. It is possible in my case because I’m a celebral muscular type who’s developed a routine of physical exercise, meditation and positive thinking. I’ve increased still in my thinking upon the start up of my […]

Final death

Thursday, September 7, 2017

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After many partial deaths, I realize that I don t want to die my final death in disgrace like everyone else: surprised , lying down and naked . No I want to die with full happiness and smiling. I want to die in my meditation position and dressed in dignity. I begun practice since one […]

Partial death

Thursday, September 7, 2017

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Since a few days I’ve been feeling low. I was struggling with the fact that I didn’t get the recognition I thought I deserved from those who are supposed to not only know but live my ‘generosity’ day in day out. Alas life isn’t like that. People won’t express gratitude or recognition without benefit for […]

My father

Friday, August 18, 2017

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Reading a book called The Last Lecture I’m taken down the memory lane 30 years back when my father was dying from tumour. I never knew that he must have suffered in the process of knowing he was going to die until i read this book. So i revisited those old memories. I was 11 […]

Death of ego

Monday, August 14, 2017

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That is it. My ego of successful management consultant/Trainer is effaced. It was this ego which was hardest to overcome in starting a new career as entrepreneur/investor. I was afraid to fall from grace, having to make those dreadful sales call again. My year long retirement was rejuvenating. I feel 20 years younger starting at […]