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what to want more?

Wednesday, May 1, 2019

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what if I was born into my current life of true luxury instead of life on an aspiring couple rising from poverty to opulence? I learned how to use leisure from french aristocratic family of my best friend. Maybe they just reminded me. This early life before 42, I struggled like everyone & to me […]

Children of power

Wednesday, May 1, 2019

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In my past lives, I have been a king many times, I must have lived the life of courteseans, Casanova, aristoracy, pauper, medicat, great master. It is why in this life I care for none of these. I have been idolized already. It is like having been there & done that. Those in power now […]

Missed opportunties

Wednesday, May 1, 2019

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As my dreams have been telling me, I missed many boats and buses of opportunities. But for what do I need to work again so much, playing the game of deception & power? I have what a billionaire’s son cannot have: everything. My house is built. My ambitions expired. Money in the bank. Millions worth […]

Mad in bliss

Wednesday, May 1, 2019

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My life is one people would call- a life of carefree leisure. At times I get scared of my peace. Like others: Don’t I need to work Don’t I need to be worried Don’t I need to accumulate as much as I can before 60? Don’t I need to be afraid of bad times Don’t […]

Blissful life

Tuesday, April 30, 2019

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Bliss engulfs me. Even if I get worried of being so young without fixed work, dreams playout at night to calm me down. Then I realize that there is no need for me to worry because I already have everything. Definitely my life lacks the purposefulness but I must not settle for any purpose. While […]


Tuesday, April 23, 2019

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What do you do with a man with no more desires? I have achieved the highest state of man, Siddha-hood. But I cant just kill myself nor should i wish to die. Definitely is a just a feeling of euphoria. But still there is some truth in it. I am just happy with what I […]

Total Harmony

Tuesday, April 23, 2019

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I am in my verandah, watching the trees in front. Birds are chirping. Suddenly a noise of a grinder in a house being renovated nearby comes and goes. I came back from my daily swim. In an hour I have a training to give at college. In the morning I completed my routine work-out, did […]

3 dreams in a series

Monday, April 22, 2019

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I could not even imagine despite my wildest wishes the dreams I saw in the last days. The first dream answered my question: what is my future? The second dream explained : what is my present? The third dream reminded me: How was my past? I just could not get those sensations out of my […]

First time a group member

Sunday, April 14, 2019

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In samadhi yesterday I joined hands with my circle of friends. I took us to the sun and the beginning of the big bang and to the depth of oceans, and into the future in a time worm. Whereas in meditation i always felt alone, since yesterday I feel I am part of a group. […]

After attaining the 7th and 8th siddhis

Saturday, April 13, 2019

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In my meditation since the last two days, I achieved the unification with my ascended friends. They had been masters but now I call them friends because now i see and feel them and am joined with them. I never would have joined hands with anyone as I am such a loner and independent but […]