Does god exist ? At the beginning i thought he did. I could feel an intervention in my life always, things i could never think at that time. Why would events occur that way and why would i react that way ? I was even more ambitious because i believed there was no real god […]
Saturday, June 9, 2018
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What if i had done something differently in the past ? Life would have been different today. I look at life today. Is it what i wished it to be ? Are there still things i wish i had but i can’t have ? Am i a prick , a person who is insensitive? I […]
Tuesday, May 29, 2018
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Today was the first time I saw the sun set fully into the horizon. I felt excited like a child at 43. I guess there is a first time even at this age . Before either the sun was too bright or something else pre-occupied me just at the final drop. I used to write […]
Sunday, April 1, 2018
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Watching the movie “Passenger” enthralled me today. I was so in peace today. I almost struck a multi crore commission deal on my first visit. The aura of the meeting hung on me throughout the day. I just realised that my business idea is really something huge and the best kept secret. I had dreamt […]
Monday, March 12, 2018
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Back from Singapore, I return re-born. There is something in that place that always resonated inside me. Is it a coincidence only that we flew there on the day of my birth 44 years ago? It was a rigorously transformative 6 days. It seemed many many years passed upon the return. Among the many changes […]
Saturday, February 24, 2018
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Sometimes I wish there was a magical twist on the story of my life. They’d be this billionaire who would be waiting for me and he’d recognize me. He’d entrust his billions to my venture so that I could change the world. My business concept is almost final. It is a total disruptive force that […]
Tuesday, February 13, 2018
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I don’t believe in the law of probability although without it we couldn’t explain the infinite odd eventualities in life. Instead I believe in the law of fate in the case of bigger events and the law of teaching by higher self. Let’s start with something small : a near accident. It was a probability. […]
Monday, January 29, 2018
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A lot has passed in the last month: things that I didn t want to share on my public blog. But since writing is my best friend,I have been writing to clear my thoughts , find solace and reorient myself . Now it is a fait-accompli : I have attained the state of Samadhi or […]
Saturday, January 20, 2018
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At times I wonder what I am becoming. Day by day my sense of power increases. What will be the critical point where it’ ll take off I wonder. I knew from my early teens I had to finish the most important things first. That was prepare for death. This life will be max 100 […]
Monday, January 15, 2018
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Nothing much has changed outside. The same old problems at work, the same challenges in my companies , the same steady progress in execution of my visions, the same anticipation of a big break. Yet inside myself , gigantic changes occurred . My body is becoming as good as James Bond, my mind as sharp […]
Saturday, June 9, 2018
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