After attaining samadhi, people think it is the end. I always knew theoritically it was not so, but now I have reached that stage, I realize it is true that it is a new beginning. It really makes sense to achieve samadhi 45 to 50 years before dying because if you achieve it too late, […]
Tuesday, March 5, 2019
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I am free after many weeks. A lot has passed in that time frame. The biggest thing is i have finally achieved samadhi. I am still learning and exploring what next from samadhi but then the main objective of my life is finished at 45, half time. I think everything culminated to this stage. Ancients […]
Monday, February 25, 2019
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On Friday 22nd Feb 2019 just a few weeks before my 45th birthday, I finally attained Samadhi in its full manifestation. I had a dream that i cashed in a cheque of 5 Lakh rupees a few days ago. I had tried since i was 25. One time i was so close to it but […]
Monday, February 11, 2019
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I am in this place of mind, where I know so much about everything. Where to go from here now, i am bit confused. To me it always seems like my last days alive. Reading more of past life regression, has opened new ideas. Somehow what i read in these books I knew intuitively. The […]
Sunday, February 10, 2019
Comments Off on Next summit for my meditation
I have meditated since 16 years of age and that is the time i was aware of it. I know I left where I had left in past lives. I have always been self-guided and changing my meditation style as needed. However now at 45, in 2019, I realize I have achieved all. I am […]
Sunday, February 10, 2019
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I realize I have everything I need. My soul can express itself in every way it wants. So what is left for me to aspire in the coming 40 years or 50 years of life and the next decade and next year. I don’t know the chronology but these are few desires I have: live […]
Sunday, February 10, 2019
Comments Off on A divine Balance
I’m having a long break after a very long time. I was anxious about this free time time but a realization came: This life in Nepal is the perfect balance for me to continue my spiritual journey along with my career without having to sacrifice either. If i was born or had migrated to USA, […]
Friday, January 25, 2019
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The gods or my gurus or whatever they are or even my higher self or future self, are orchestrating events in my life to guide me. Like the subconscious mind they cannot talk to us directly. They speak through events, mostly external. I don’t think every event is a message from the gods like every […]
Wednesday, January 16, 2019
Comments Off on From my deep soul
I feel like renunciant. I feel i don’t belong to this world or to any world, except mine. I feel a pull from my inner being. I don’t abide to the rules of the world. If the world followed my rules, what would happen? i have not thought about it because i didn’t design those […]
Wednesday, January 16, 2019
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My world has changed once again but i was not aware of it until i was deep in meditation and it was revealed to me. Now I am making the necessary changes to survive in my new reality. But i just wonder how are people living without such a close connection to this higher intelligence? […]
Sunday, March 17, 2019
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