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distinct types of consciousness

Monday, June 29, 2020

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i am achieving lots of progress in my inner life. i have clearly mastered distinct levels of consciousness: conscious state during exercise unconscious state during nap superconscious state during meditation sub-conscious state during sleep of course i don’t exactly know if they are the states that i said because i don’t have the tools to […]

Next level in meditation

Wednesday, June 3, 2020

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Something amazing has happened yesterday in meditation. I was really above the body in the upper part of the brain. i think it has been because of the practice of pratyahara everyday in my nap. it felt both powerful and scary. if i continued upwards i might lose awareness like i would be in sleep […]

using dreams

Thursday, May 28, 2020

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every day seems like a repetition. when i go to sleep i just wish that it is the morning and i can start my routine again as if it was going to end, end what? boredom, lack of work, lack of purpose? i am not sure. For many days I had been wondering what was […]

Merging with Vishnu

Friday, May 15, 2020

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my meditation is taking a unique turn. I had attained samadhi. I reached the full level of siva lingam or buddha stupa. But since last week I am merging with vishnu or the sleeping buddha. at the same time i am reading micheal a cremo, so i am relating the state of vishnu with eternity […]

New brain state reclaimed

Saturday, May 2, 2020

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It has been an uneventful day as usual. But I made progress with my nap meditation. The seat is almost perfect and I know what do with that state. It is the Vishnu state of total detachment: body emotions thoughts memories identity purpose it is a fantastic state. Thus i have found a new state! […]

New brain state discovered

Tuesday, April 28, 2020

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I have discovered a new brain state. I don’t know how to utilize it. Before it was my nap time. As i tried to make my recliner more comfortable, i made it totally like a zero gravity effect with lumber and support of all muscles. Well this lead to me finding a state like of […]

Samadhi in lockdown

Sunday, April 26, 2020

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This lockdown has given me access to such deep part of myself that would have been possible in a state where I would have to be ready to any call for a job. i would have been busy this time of the year but it didn’t happen. At least for me it was always uncertain. […]


Wednesday, April 22, 2020

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i had a strange vision. myself as a smiling king of the world. There are several questions of which the answers are hidden from me because it would not be possible to live on earth knowing these answers: who was i in my past lives? What is the purpose of my life? I am not […]

the perfect body position

Wednesday, April 22, 2020

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As i was lying on my armchair during my nap, i realized i was struggling to let go. I designed the chair perfectly through all these years: my full body is at total rest the lower back is supported the neck is supported the buttocks are just low enough the thighs trapped the calves cushioned […]

sleep pattern changing

Tuesday, April 7, 2020

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Lately my need to sleep has decreased eventhough I am physically more active. I wake feeling to have slept enough at 4. Should I wake up & make a routine till 5:30? What to do for 1.5 hrs? Read write no way I’m going to browse internet meditate again But again I don’t know what […]