I am back from the kakani trip that I had been dreading. It is now over with. Something peculiar occured this time. I just left like I had died and my soul was flying away. I thought “this is how it must be after I die.” I recalled no one, nothing. But one thing came, […]
Saturday, April 30, 2022
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New feelings are rising in me. Especially that I have nothing I want to give or to take from others. However I have open to anything that others want to give or take from me. What does that imply or even mean, I am myself confused at times and thus I am writing this blog […]
Monday, April 11, 2022
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The classes at the college are finally reaching an end. I have been repeating the same thing for 30+ times. I managed to learn and improve tremendously. The knowledge I developed in unique and revolutionary. I have finally applied the theory that were so distant in the Gita into a usable relatable framwork. I am […]
Tuesday, April 5, 2022
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A week ago I had a dream where my guru ordered me to remove a necklace of flower I was wearing. I did not understand at that time. Anything about neck is related about ego. Now I realize it means that I must embrace my new identity: free, enlightened, the next Buddha, without fear.
Saturday, April 2, 2022
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I have become so well versed in the framework of happiness hormones, I can explain the most complex states. Before I said, why buy an expensive car? It will be a burdent later on. It is not worth it. Why own a gigantic company? It will bring you more pain than the pride of being […]
Saturday, April 2, 2022
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Lately a change occured in me. It is mainly due to my new work with the 10+2 students. For the first time in my training life I have found that I can make a real difference. I think it has to do with this age group of 16 to 18. May be I am right […]
Monday, March 14, 2022
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As I see people I know in linkedin get ‘likes’ for their achievements, I used to feel jealous, my cortisol level increasing. Today I feel different in my chain of thoughts of the past days where I am realizing I have become old, too old to try something dramatically new. I have set my path […]
Friday, March 4, 2022
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I am reaching a new level in meditation. the 0.9herzt binaural beats was creating some problems despite having used it for over 4 years. Reluctantly i used the 0.5herzt binaural beats. As a result i am able to submerse more easily into samadhi for often. I took a pause of about 2 weeks to begin […]
Wednesday, February 2, 2022
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After attaining the Siva Lingam state where my male and female energies join and rest in equilibrium, I feel a certain new quietude inside of me. The clutter that i used to feel inside of me is gone. It is a very difficult stage that probably no yogi has reached, at least in the way […]
Tuesday, February 1, 2022
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Today I want to write on love or relationship between a boy and a girl. Before I was not evolved enough to understand this attraction. But now I can look at it from a detached point of view like a camera man would observe wild beasts in the jungle interact. Apparently this attraction is genetic […]
Tuesday, May 10, 2022
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