In meditation yesterday I experienced an encounter,a faint one with the source of my blessings. I could feel them in front of me. I could hear their arrival. I was totally quiet. Every part of me was still. The only movement was a string of thought unfolding old memories. I could shut it down, change […]
Wednesday, January 22, 2020
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After many days I am sleeping in the sun. Lately I sleep uptil late in the morning waking up at 7am so I don’t need that much of naps. Yet the afternoon naps are a totally different experience. time just seems to fly in my recliner. today lots of thoughts streamed as I couldn’t lose […]
Wednesday, January 22, 2020
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My samadhi is taking amazing turns. Before I always thought it was up and up. But at one point I realized that there was nowhere up to go. So I went down. Now my meditation is from the 8th floor down. I thus make a base outside the rainbow body. it is like a buddha […]
Thursday, January 16, 2020
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My samadhi has reached another turning point. There is no where higher to go. The understanding was always that to go higher was the natural progression. from 1st chakra to the 2nd to eventually the 7th. From the 7th into the samadhi, and out of body. From there I rose upto the 8th floor. it […]
Saturday, January 4, 2020
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It has almost a month since I last posted. My samadhi has become more natural transcending into my normal waking hours. So I don’t feel as the one hour of meditation is really dramatically different than my waking state. I have not changed the framework of my inner world of samadhi with still 8 floors. […]
Sunday, December 1, 2019
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so I have reached the end of samadhi, now it is back to a new beginning. the dreams i was seeing about exams i realize relate to my spiritual life as well or exclusively. yesterday i just stayed in level 1 because: I was scared after the so many blessings i received the day earlier […]
Friday, November 29, 2019
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I have reached the end of my samadhi state. Now it is a new stage of which i know very little except that it is highly stable. Once I am out of the body like I have written before I followed the 8 floor structure: Astral plane: where I travel around the world and through […]
Tuesday, November 5, 2019
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It has been a 3 weeks since I last recorded my meditation progress. It has been a tough time. My mother nearly died but all went well with a major operation. I could read the finger-prints of god in those events of my mother’s sudden illness: the timing the circumstances it just seems like a […]
Tuesday, September 17, 2019
Comments Off on At the 8th Floor of Samadhi
In my highest samadhi, I have reached the level that can best be described in the above picture. It occurs at the 8th floor. I am the drop in the ocean of eternity. yet I am pulled by 3 distinct forces, or energy or elements, I can’s say. To control them I have to create […]
Wednesday, September 11, 2019
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It has been many days since I wrote about my samadhi. It has become a natural state of being like going to sleep or waking up. There is not much fuss or excitedment about it. As I predicted the state would normalise and it did. I have gone to the 8th floor. In this level, […]
Friday, January 24, 2020
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