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which way next?

Saturday, January 25, 2020

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So I’ve arrived at the source of where the blessings have been coming from. This night has been a surprise as I was given the suite room. I realize it is just a compact version of my home. But more pressing has been the impeding change that I am sensing. It is not that I […]

the 9th level

Friday, January 24, 2020

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In meditation yesterday I experienced an encounter,a faint one with the source of my blessings. I could feel them in front of me. I could hear their arrival. I was totally quiet. Every part of me was still. The only movement was a string of thought unfolding old memories. I could shut it down, change […]

What do the gods want from me?

Wednesday, January 22, 2020

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After many days I am sleeping in the sun. Lately I sleep uptil late in the morning waking up at 7am so I don’t need that much of naps. Yet the afternoon naps are a totally different experience. time just seems to fly in my recliner. today lots of thoughts streamed as I couldn’t lose […]

New turn in samadhi

Wednesday, January 22, 2020

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My samadhi is taking amazing turns. Before I always thought it was up and up. But at one point I realized that there was nowhere up to go. So I went down. Now my meditation is from the 8th floor down. I thus make a base outside the rainbow body. it is like a buddha […]

which way next?

Sat, Jan 25, 2020

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So I’ve arrived at the source of where the blessings have been coming from. This night has been a surprise as I was given the suite room. I realize it is just a compact version of my home. But more pressing has been the impeding change that I am sensing. It is not that I […]

the 9th level

Fri, Jan 24, 2020

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In meditation yesterday I experienced an encounter,a faint one with the source of my blessings. I could feel them in front of me. I could hear their arrival. I was totally quiet. Every part of me was still. The only movement was a string of thought unfolding old memories. I could shut it down, change […]

What do the gods want from me?

Wed, Jan 22, 2020

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After many days I am sleeping in the sun. Lately I sleep uptil late in the morning waking up at 7am so I don’t need that much of naps. Yet the afternoon naps are a totally different experience. time just seems to fly in my recliner. today lots of thoughts streamed as I couldn’t lose […]

New turn in samadhi

Wed, Jan 22, 2020

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My samadhi is taking amazing turns. Before I always thought it was up and up. But at one point I realized that there was nowhere up to go. So I went down. Now my meditation is from the 8th floor down. I thus make a base outside the rainbow body. it is like a buddha […]

Being a husband

Thu, Jan 16, 2020

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I have been through a lot of experiences good and bad as a husband. It is one of the hardest roles to play in life. In my past lives I must have run away from playing this role. But in this life I have embraced it fully. It is a thankless job. But that doesn’t […]

2nd stage of samadhi   Thu, Jan 16, 2020
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Pondering on life   Sun, Jan 12, 2020
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What if’s   Sat, Jan 4, 2020
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Certainty   Sat, Jan 4, 2020
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Wishes to live elsewhere   Sat, Jan 4, 2020
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