Manohar Man Shrestha

After the end of samadhi

so I have reached the end of samadhi, now it is back to a new beginning. the dreams i was seeing about exams i realize relate to my spiritual life as well or exclusively. yesterday i just stayed in level 1 because: I was scared after the so many blessings i received the day earlier […]

walking straight

Walking with a straight back is not natural to me. all my life i believe i have had a slight slouch. then when I play basketball my back becomes straight like a stick and it hurts to slouch. It is also then I realize i had earlier been slouching. it feels so great to walk […]

Deduction of feelings

Since I graduated I never felt secure about my career. 1998 was my graduation year. so 20 years on and I never really could declare that i didn’t have to think what i will be doing next month. did i want such a permanent job that would not need me to think? Actually I never […]

End of samadhi

I have reached the end of my samadhi state. Now it is a new stage of which i know very little except that it is highly stable. Once I am out of the body like I have written before I followed the 8 floor structure: Astral plane: where I travel around the world and through […]

Dashain tihar 2019

This year dashain was the most naked ever. I had no delusions. I also had no depression although i was worried about my career. No more companies, no more thoughts be being a billionaire. have I become realistic or have i accepted who I was? I think both. My mother’s illness made me even more […]