Manohar Man Shrestha

Jealous of those who have paid work

The lack or absence of paid work, paying clients got me so frustrated today. Every day i drop my wife to her job. I feel like a driver. That job too is not bad: i could live being a driver. Driving means cleaning the car inside and out the rubbish and dust left by passengers. […]

distinct types of consciousness

i am achieving lots of progress in my inner life. i have clearly mastered distinct levels of consciousness: conscious state during exercise unconscious state during nap superconscious state during meditation sub-conscious state during sleep of course i don’t exactly know if they are the states that i said because i don’t have the tools to […]

Frustration

Yesterday i was so frustrated. Living 24/7 with the same people, in the same place, had its toll in me. i realized that i had a great life. Travelling at least 3 times a week. i loved the thrill, the anticipication, the disappointments, the delights, the surprises, the newness. it was all part of the […]

Disco days

As i listen to the disco music, i am taken the memory lanes amidst the days in singapore when i used to disco’s every weekend. those were the days. they will never come back. not only because of the corona virus, but after i got married that is quite out of the question to swing […]

Happy after many days

Today I feel comparatively happy. i started the daily evening shower routine i received a call from an important client to meet i finally found a way to clean my windows i had not done since i moved in 6 years ago i made the video on leadership that is able to trap all my […]