Manohar Man Shrestha

Delusions

I’m happy after many years.  I thought I was done with delusions but my last delusion was just over and I never thought it was once when I was in it.  I just realized that a few days ago.   Until then I believed I could become a superman or in the world of business, a […]

No more Ambitions!

As I am listening to songs of the late 90’s and early 00’s , i am getting nostalgic but i don’t miss the old days.  I just recall how I was alone in those times in Singapore trying to find my identity.  I was selfish.  I had left my mother alone at home.  But i […]

My sexuality

For the first time, i think, I miss my home and family while travelling. My wife had a bad mood for many years and travelling was like a breath of fresh air before. But now she too mellowed down and I miss her on travel. It is good. Before my appendix operation, I was perplexed […]

Clearing delusion again

History repeats itself. I am back on the road, training and consulting. I’m so good at this that people pay me so much. In the last cycle I got carried away. I was not sure this was my real calling. Now I know after so many failures that this is my calling. What i miss […]

couples

As couples grow older, they resolve their differences & get along better. I’ve never longed for my wife like now. May be it is because of the Hesectomy that she has to go through & all the recent deaths of young ones & old ones. I am travelling this month & feel guilty that I’m […]