Manohar Man Shrestha

From my deep soul

I feel like renunciant. I feel i don’t belong to this world or to any world, except mine. I feel a pull from my inner being. I don’t abide to the rules of the world. If the world followed my rules, what would happen? i have not thought about it because i didn’t design those […]

The spiritual internet

My world has changed once again but i was not aware of it until i was deep in meditation and it was revealed to me. Now I am making the necessary changes to survive in my new reality. But i just wonder how are people living without such a close connection to this higher intelligence? […]

As if on drugs

Having attained the highest level of consciousness at 45, with all my life ahead of me, makes me both marvel and wonder what to do with the remaining years. I feel lethargic because i know I succeeded in all aspects of life I started with. But even if I died, i still would need to […]

Can they find me?

Here I am living a life of a retired man. I didn’t want to live this life at 60, 70 or even 80. It is too important part of living to postpone it so far away and so near to death. I have always loved to stare at nothingness. In the great life that I […]

Friendship: my failure

I feel sorry of few things in my life. Among them is that I could not be a friend to any body. I just loved to be with myself too much to need any friend. Then may be there was my mother who filled this vacuum if there was any. Then came my wife. Then […]