Manohar Man Shrestha

Higher self

Does god exist ? At the beginning i thought he did. I could feel an intervention in my life always, things i could never think at that time. Why would events occur that way and why would i react that way ? I was even more ambitious because i believed there was no real god […]

Solitude

What if i had done something differently in the past ? Life would have been different today. I look at life today. Is it what i wished it to be ? Are there still things i wish i had but i can’t have ? Am i a prick , a person who is insensitive? I […]

After the darkest hour

The last few days were really dark. I had lost all hopes . I saw myself as a failure because my two business ideas failed totally and finally. I tried every way but my idea didn’t work out. I learned it in the 9 th month. It was pretty wasteful but it was necessary. So […]

Looking into the eyes of uncertainty

Here i am at a standstill of life.  I love this view: it’s a cliff; in front of me i see nothing; it is a thick dark cloud.  it could be a bottomless pit or it a field of crops.  i can jump left , right, or just front.  it can be a far jump […]

Wasting life away

As I pass my days lately I’m perplexed by the thought that I wasted my last 15 years after coming back from Singapore. When I went there I felt so nostalgic like a long lost home. I don’t know why this attachment exists to that place in me. I saw so much development since I […]